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It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged, nearly a month which I was surprised by when I checked!

The last month has been one of ups and downs, well days and a few really good days and the inevitable really bad days.

Mostly I haven’t been able to write due to the worsening of the sight in my left eye.
It’s now almost two thirds blindness, and I’ve been suffering with terrible headaches every day, to the point of them waking me.

But I do not want to give up my blog, and this pita will probably take a few days to right but get there in the end 🙂

My legs have also been waking me many times at night, they twinge then lock, and become totally dead.
Massage and heat help to get them moving again but it takes an hour or two to do so.

As you can imagine I’ve not been sleeping well! I feel as though I’m sleep walking through most days, so tired and body weary with my headache blighting me.

I now haven’t had a period for 5 months.. No idea why and I’m definetly not pregnant. I still get the stomach cramps, weight gain and sugar cravings but no actual period. It’s all a bit odd and I’ll talk to my doctor about it next week. I don’t feel more unwell, more pain in my hip and stomach but the bleeding I was getting has stopped.
It’s an odd one that’s for sure!

But, I am not unhappy at the moment, I’ve actually been calmer in myself and more playful in my manner.

My son was off work for a week last week so I got to spend quite a bit of time with him which was great . He works so much that most days I only see him early in the morning or when he finishes at night. So being able to play console games, watch programmes together and talk was brilliant 🙂

One huuuuuge achievement I had last week was having lunch with my mum then doing some Christmas shopping. I am used to my chair now and saw lots of people I know to wave to or chat.
This is a huge achievement and was like a dream come true!

You know how I love Christmas, and with my sons Birthday just three days before, the festive period is my favourite month.

I am just waiting on 2 parcels to be delivered and ill be all ready for Christmas! My house is decorated with lights, tinsel and christmas items for the first time in two years! It may be a bit OTT but I do not care! I love it, and it makes me so happy 🙂

I hope all is well with my fellow bloggers 🙂 I aim to go through everyone’s blogs and catch up with them and you 🙂