I’d like to start by thanking a few people for their kindness and messages on my last blog. You know who you are 🙂
I appreciated it so much and am touched by the help, I hope to be able to return this kindness at some point. Thank you
So I had my long awaited rheumotologist appointment yesterday and…
He discharged me.
Yup, there’s nothing he can do for me and has said it’s in the hands of the neurologist now.
He suggested the Hospital again but then agreed that it wasn’t really feasible for me to do as a lot of my pain is neuropathic, due to the damage the ME has and is doing to my brain.
His suggestion was, wait for your neurologist appointment and in the mean time speak to my doctor about pain relief.
On the bright side, he could definetely say I have chronic fibromyalgia.. Yeah, cheers then doc!
So, back to square one. Though I do have some meds to discuss that someone put forward so I will do that with my doctor on the 8th October.
I also need to stop my morphine.
A, because I am taking half a bottle before I feel anything, and even then it isn’t dampening the pain.
B, The amount I’m needing to take is way too high for my liking.
My body must be quite addicted to it by now, something I don’t like at all! I shall discuss this with my doctor too.
The pain is still bad, the trip to the hospital made it even worse. It’s not at screaming point today thankfully just shouting point… Aha 🙂
Bright note..
I’m still reading and taking notes as I go 🙂 this is so important to me, especially at the moment when things aren’t great.
I was able to download some great books from a site that was recommended to me, thanks again Fern 🙂
I have them on stand by and mean to get through them one by one after my current kindle book.. If it takes a year I’ll get there! ;D
In all honesty I’m feeling down still, finding things a bit difficult. Constant pain has a funny effect on the mind, as does the lack of sleep it’s causing. One moment I’m despairing about how I’m going to get through each day in so much pain and symptoms. The next I’m Boudicca battling through and knowing I’ll do all I can!
Without the outfit unfortunately, that was one cool outfit she had! 🙂
Deep down I know I’ll make it through, my track record is pretty good but it’s the getting through that’s the testing point.
None the less, I am still counting my blessing and an forever grateful for the things I do have.
I bought a lovely tin of Roses Chocolates, Christmas is definetly on it’s way now they are in the shops! 😀
I am steadily munching through them, eating sensibly in between of course but with several chocolates thrown in.
Just opening the lid smells of Christmas, this makes me happy!
Despite how things are at the moment I can and still have many things, birthdays, family stuff, christmas etc to look forward too and I aim to do it with full gusto!
Maybe a couple of chocolates first though… ;D